just found this quote on facebook. i’m writing a ten page paper on berger’s theory of intimate relationships right now and there isn’t a quote that could be more fitting. this is exactly where i’m at in my paper, i might just incorporate this.
last day of exams for sophomore year tomorrow. leggo.
i let someone down today. someone i didn’t want to let down, someone i never want to leave down. it was mentioned just in passing, no more than a line in conversation, but he meant it a lot. i called him as we were headed into the movie theater, just to let him know i wouldn’t be able to talk to him at the time we normally do. service was bad and i couldn’t hear what he was saying very well. i couldn’t tell what he was saying, but i could tell there was definitely emotion. it wasn’t until after the phone call i read his text message to me that i realized what he wanted. then, it wasn’t until i got home and went on tumblr to really find out.
goddamn me.
to make things worse, i realized i haven’t been actively checking his blog for updates like he does for mine. he doesn’t post as much, but that’s no justification. and i didn’t actually realize this, it was more something i got called out on. goddamn me.
what makes me feel like shit right now are these two things, on top of the fact that i wanted to go home as soon as i could so i could talk to him. so he could be there for me. when i haven’t reciprocated one bit. selfish.
Overheard on campus (via testudoofthemall)
